Peristiwa di Aidilfitri.

Tajuk mcm la bagus sgt.sebenarnya nak cerita psal hari raya lah ape lg.

Saya ambik cuti seminggu before raya.reason: 1) hubby xdpt cuti lama afta raya,2) last yr saya dh cuti lepas raya.Kitorg kat opis ni konsep gilir2.so follow the konsep ye anak2.

Cuti sebelum raya ada besnye.saya dpt gi baazar@my hometown.bes giler la!

Masa balik ktn xjem lgsg.Fyi,Kitorg habiskan ramadhan at my parent's hse.bes :-)

First raya dh balik KL.Kitorg gerak from kuantan around 3pm cmtu..Masa balik kl pon xjem.of kos la kan since semuaorg tgh beraya kat kg halaman masing2.heh.

dah dah..mls nak bebel byk2,tayah la tau detail raya kitorg sbb kalo cite pon korg tak kenal.hehe

Layan pix je lah!

Raya pertama (From kuantan to KL)

Raya Kedua (melawat hubby's grandparent@tampin)



Raya Keempat onwards @ office

Tudung ala2 siti kaler purple yg i pakai tu ditempah khas di simplypreetyhijabis.Tq Mar!I love the material & beading.chun gillerrr (read: tudung tu) smpai semua makcik2 yg tgk teruja.One thing for sure-price sgtlah affordable! (kalau korg pi kat subang parade,xdapek rege serendah itu).Toi x mar?heeee.

Pic sikit2 cukuplah kan.More pics?tgk kat my facebook.Bertimbun2 smpai korg nnti pon xlarat nak tgk.hahahaha.

Atuk,we gonna miss you.Al-Fatihah :-(

Yes,my grandfather passed away today.Blom sempat seminggu pon i update bout him,he left us.

Rasa terkilan sbb xdpt nak balik tgk arwah buat kali terakhir.

I bukan taknak balik,but at the time my mum called-saya dkt office.And they informed atuk nak dikebumikan as soon as possible.I dont think sempat nak sampai before Asar.

Lgpon i baru jumpa masa 1st raya.1st thing yg dia ckp bila nampak saya is..

"Nak tgk cicit..."

Everyone cried..including me.Rayna happy as usual.Dia tak faham apa2 lg.

I pon sempat urut2 my atuk..sayu je.Tgk my atuk yg satu masa dulu sihat walafiat,now dh terbaring kaku - badan pon kurus gila.Nampak semua tulang2..

Before balik,i kissed him- i mintak maaf dgn dia,and i said i love him..suruh dia jg diri.He cried..Me cried...I can feel that dia akan tinggalkan kitorg dalam masa terdekat (based on his condition).

And today is the day.

Dia tinggalkan kitorg selepas 3 bulan my nenek meninggal.As i mention in previous post,sejak my nenek passed away,dia mcm hilang semangat nak hidup :-(

Dear friends,Plss plssss i minta jasa baik all my friends sedekahkan al-fatihah to my atuk and semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman..

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN.

My arwah nenek during my wedding day.Atuk ada,tp pix dia xde dlm ni.

P/s: Abah,takziah..always remember that Allah loves him more than everything.Kita doa yg baik2..

Raya yang syahdu...

This raya,wud be my first raya without my nenek.

Sedih sgt cuz dia pergi secara tiba2..i mean,takde sakit yg kronik or terlantar kat hospital..

Now,my atuk pon sakit2...his condition pon dh teruk sgt..since my nenek passed away,dia pon mcm give up dgn his life..sbb die pon penah ckp "nenek korg dh takde,atuk pon nak mati cptlah"

sedih :-(

While im writing this..Rayna tgh tido..sayu je tengok dia..And kata2 my husband siang td membuatkan saya tak dpt tido lena.

he said:

"kita kene ready yg mak ayah kita dh semakin berumur..bila kita dah ada anak..kita pon kena ingat yg kita pon dh makin berusia..Mak ayah kita akan tinggalkan kita bila2 masa"

Uhuk!!

Seriously i cant imagine my life without my mum,my dad,my siblings and my beloved family.No.Seriously takut sgt nak imagine.But mcm my husband kata,bila2 masa.

Hmm..Enuff la pk psal tu.

Ok la,i knw...since today pon dh ramaiiiiiii start coti raya..saya nak ucapkan selamat berhari raya kepada semua umat islam..esp to all my blogger friends : Sarah,sue,lina,nita,sharina,adda,sery,kecik,zetty,rose,mie,mar,khay,shila,cik nad, & all my friends out there...Maaf kalau ada salah & silap..terkasar bahasa,halal makan and minum ok :-)

Cenamat ari rayeee!

p/s: tq to aunty adda cuz visit Rayna yesterday.I wish to sembang2 gossip2 wif u lama2 tp iris nak tengok "ngaiii" (sungai) plak yee..hihihi..

Pressie from aunty adda.Thks!dah jd bespren Rayna dh :D

Papa lebih cekap

Yesterday is the 2nd day dalam bulan August Rayna pergi nursery.

Why?

Papa Rayna punya pekerjaan is veryyyyyyy flexible.He even can work from home- boss mmg based kat US ada depa kesah nak work from home ka,work from shopping complex ka.ehehe.Tapi kadang2 kene jugak pergi office-if ada meeting/project/issues.

Smlm since it's Rayna last day utk bulan august ni we decided to pay nursery fee.Then one of the cekgu ask me.

Next week Puteri datang? (depa panggey rayna puteri)

Me-Nope.Rasanya minggu lg satu baru dtg

Kat rumah ada maid ye?

Me-Takde pon.Tak penah ada maid.

Abes,siapa jg puteri?

Me-Papa dia la.

Wahh..btol ke (muka tak brape nak caye).jarang tuh.slalu kalau org ada maid dia berani la tinggal anak ngan asben.

Me- Kalau saya ada maid,saya suruh asben saya pegi keje :-P

U knw what-My husband kalau "work from home" dia bole basuh baju Rayna,baju kitorg,sidai baju,lipat baju,vacuum whole house,mop satu rumah,cuci toilet,masak nasi - at the same Kerja and jaga Rayna.

Phew~

If u ask me,honestly..saya pon rasa mcm tak mampu nak buat semua tu.Rasa cpt penat.Pangku/dukung Rayna more than 15 min pon dh rasa kebas perut.Agaknye paling2 pon lepas basuh & sidai baju.

If korg baca dalam Pa&Ma pon ada issue pasal ni.To me,saya tak malu.In fact saya bangga.Kalau mcm ni,beranak ramai2 pon takpe.hehehe.

And Rayna mmg sukaaaaa sgt berkepit dgn papa dia.dia akn berkepit dgn saya bila nak nenen je la.xpon bila2 die rasa nak manja2.Esp masa nak tido.pandai2.

My MIL pon mcm kurg percaya anak dia leh jg baby.heh.Tapi saya percaya suami saya.Dari anta nursery kan.Ntah2 takde org syg pon kat anak saya kat situ :-P Tapi masa mula2 dulu pon azwan mmg susah nak bgn malam buat susu.Susah nak sedar dr tido kalau Rayna nangis.Tapi btol la org kata,masa bole merubah segalanya.

:-)

P/s: Semalam juga genap Rayna 5 mnths.Happy 5 mnths puteri mama syg..

Tgh sedih :-(

Al-fatihah to my nenda.she passed away sabtu lalu pada pukul 1230pm.

Dia takde sakit apa2 sblm ni,my mum ckp dia tiba2 jatuh pengsan,muntah,sesak nafas and meninggal..dia meninggal in my atuk's arm :-(

Tak tahulah kalau ada serangan jantung ke apa kan,but she's ok je before.takde kencing manis,takde darah tinggi..

Last time i met her was about a mnth ago...(sebelum balik KL).Alhamdulillah dia sempat tgk Rayna.Masa me dlm pantang tiap2 minggu dia dtg melawat cicit..(rumah kitorg dekat je-20 mins smpai ler)

Yg kelakar,saya ada usik dia...takde present utk baby Rayna ke?dia kata.."budak zaman skang semua mak ayah dh belikan...tak payahla tok beli".ehhehe.then me ckp la nak jugak kan hadiah..die ckp..dia ada beli beg...ayat die mcm ni:

"deme le ning beg canggih2 belako..tak mboh nye hok tok beli tu!"

last2 dia bg jugak.saya ckp,canggih ke tak canggih ke janji cicit die ni dpt hadiah dr moyang die..and tht's the 1st and last gift dia for Rayna :-(

My nenek mmg happy go lucky person i tell u.Kalaulah die mrh cucu,mmg riuh satu umah dgn loghat kelantan dia tu..i still remember,masa 1st visit dia during my confinement,bende pertama die check ialah-pakai socks ke tak? :-P soo funny! Pastu dia mrh saya duduk bersila :-P

Kalau dia dtg,mcm2 tips dia bg..thts y la she looks forever younger.Bab pantang2 ni jgn memain okey.jgn minum ais,jgn mkn pedas la.jgn xurut,xbengkung sume die tanye ade buat ke x..

Ala,sedih pulak bila ingat.Kalau nak ikutkan,my tok ayah yg tgh sakit skang but dia yg pergi dulu :-( Arwah dikebumikan kat kuantan jugak..Me and ahli keluarga yg lain sempat memberi ciuman terakhir utk arwah :-) Alhamdulillah sempat tgk,ingat tak sempat smpai before arwah kebumi tu,cuz tht day saya tgh training masa dpt panggilan tu.

Semoga rohnya ditempatkan die kalangan org yg beriman.AMIN.

Al-fatihah.

P/s:Teringat masa kecik dulu,my nenek speaking kelantan satu hape pon dok pahe..hehehe.bila dia abes ckp je mesti me tanya abah,"tok che' ckp apa tu abah?" :-) Im gonna missed her tapai..adoila.last mkn masa raya last yr,tu pon secubit je sbb pregnant :-(((((

Weekend bersama Zezzatty!

Poyo kan title.bajet mcm artis.hahaha.

Last weekend (Hari sabtu) saya telah spend masa dgn anak & suami tersayang.Even tho pagi tu (9 to 5) ada training,tp lps je balik dr training tros pergi the curve.

Sebenarnya nak blanje husband sempena fathers day,a nite before tanya la apa yg die teringin nak mkn buat masa skang,dia ckp,ayam penyet..(alhamdulillah..selamat..) hihihihi.

(bajet die nak tony romas ke bubba gump shrimp ke)

Bila semua dh siap2 kitorg gerak pegi penyet.sib la xramai org sgt and Rayna pon xkeyau xtentu hala..

Me and Rayna

Keesokkanye pulak,kitorg ada misi nak pegi melawat one of our fren yg bersalin iaitu pn hana montana (Hana salleh sebenarnya)..sebelum tu kitorg pi makan nasi beriani gam kat uniten tu.org punye lah ramai!

Ni pic Rayna sblm kitorg pergi..bukan main happy.nak jumpe kawan lah katakan..

Sblm pegi rumah hana,kitorg singgah umah PIL..pastu rayna plak tertido..so xjadi la bawa rayna jumpa haziq..kesian nak angkat die tgh tido2 tu..so i let my MIL yg jaga Rayna while kitorg p melawat hana & Haziq.

Oh haziq,kenapalah awk ni comel sgt..rasa mcm nak culik je?

Congrats to hana and syahful atas kelahiran haziq yg comel.

(saya tak sabar nak baby boi pula)

saba zatty saba...2-3 thn lg je..hahahahhahaa.

Dear,...

Dear Abah & Beloved husband

Happy fathers day!

I love u both :D

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ... Dad

KL --> Alor Star --> Sungai Petani

Sabtu ( 6/6/09)

Rayna yg bgn awal sekali.Excited sgt la tu nak jalan2 (padahal dia nak susu sebenarnya!) dah alang2 dia bgn tu,kitog pon bgn tros la bersiap..by 9am,dh gerak to Alor Star.

Sampai kat ipoh,jem trok la.kitorg pulak very the pandai,lupa nak reload T&G..so kenelah beratur pjg.dkt situ je 20 mins ok! tensen!

Sampai AS around 3pm..adoi..penat..kete byk,traffic slow..Dahla kat sana panassss sgt!

Lps dh lepak2 and asar,we went out to meet up friend!.Thks to emma sbb banjer kitorg :D

Malam tu mkn kat medan selera apa ntah ye.dkt dgn souq.dkt jugak ngan Mil's.ABC dia sgt mantopp - rm2 jek! tak ambik gamba sbb pegi melenggang kangkung je :-P

Ahad (7/6/09)

Bgn around 9am.huhu!akibat penat sgt kan.nak buat cmne.pagi tu hubby tolong his dad tebas rumput bagai while me and dik man sebok wrap hadiah for kamal and fisya.(last minit punye keje!).

Pukul 1230 cmtu kitorg cabut p umah Kamal.Rayna tinggal ngan tok ma & tok pa.Tak bawa pon dia ke kamal wed sbb panas sgt lah.nnti demam pulak!

**Me-OTW to Kamal Wed**

Balik2 kenduri p tesco mergong..alasan- nak mkn big apple.mcm dh takde kat KL ni..(yg benarnye mengada lebih)

Sampai PIL's around 330pm.Lps tuka2 baju terus p pekan rabu..(bayangkanlah dlm panas2 tu --> bawa rayna p pekan rabu.Nasib la Rayna tak meragam.die maintain tido dlm keadaan peluh2..sian btol! Kat pekan rabu p beli kuih2 tradisional..salah satunye love letter / kuih kapit.then ada beli dodol.sedappppppp..panas2 lg!

berpeluh2 budak ni.Nasib xmeragam

Sampai2 umah dh pukul 6 mcm tu.then my husband keluar balik jumpa his old fwen,anas..

Me and Rayna tido- letih sgt!

Isnin (8/6/09)

Pukul 630 dh bangun.Nak pegi langkawi lah katakan.Fyi,kitorg p balik hari je.Keluar rumah around 845.by 9am dh smpai kuala kedah and feri pukul 930..thks god tak payah tunggu lama2..Dlm feri All of us tido.hahaha.dkt2 nak smpai baru la feeding Rayna.

Sampai langkawi masa tu dh almost 11am..kitorg p mkn2 dulu and terus shoot ke haji ismail..(haih,mana lg tempat nak shopping kan).My MIL la borong mcm2..me and azwan beli coklat je..lps Haji Ismail,pegi idaman suri pulak..adoi..ramainye org!Rayna maintain tido.

Lps dh puas bershopping semua,pergi pulak makam mahsuri..jalan2..masa ni mmg panas terik lah sbb dh pukul 3++.pukul 4pm kitorg gerak semula ke jeti kuah,sbb my BIL nak shopping perfume plak kat sana.

Papa & Rayna @ makam mahsuri

pukul 530 naik semula feri ke kuala kedah..Masa otw balik ke AS,Rayna tak tido dlm feri.sbb budak2 kat blakang kitorg bising.mata dia terkebil2 tgk kiri kanan.sian xdpt tido.Rayna tak tido means kitorg pon tak bole tido la :((

smpai AS around 7pm.Alhamdulillah Rayna tak meragam lgsg sepjg kitorg kat langkawi.Risau jugak dia merengek2 ke.meraung2 sbb panas ke.cuma bila dia nak susu tu resah sikit la dok melonjak2 atas papa dia.bila abes je susu,dia tido.good girl,alhamdulillah.My MIL ckp,bole bwk jalan jauh lg :D

Sampai2 je AS kitorg pack2 brg nak balik ke Sg petani pulak.penat sgttttttt.smpai SP dh pukul 11 mlm.tros tido.

**pd hari ini jugalah buat julung kalinya piyed saya dtg setelah almost a yr tak peod!.lesu rasa bdn.**

Selasa (9/6/09)

Bangun punyelah lewat yelah sbb hari sebelum tu dh memulunkan diri kat langkawi.hahaha.pas brunch,kitorg p balik AS utk jalan2.AS boring gila i tell u.tp SP lg la boringg!!!yg bes sbb pon ada radix FC je :-P.we've tried the RFC sbb my BIL kata bes ayam dia.mmg sgt sedap!!!nnti nak pergi lagi.Nasib la that RFC dkt gila dgn PIL's!perhaps pasni leh mkn hari2?! :-P

Ok,psal RFC ni kan..org mmg ramai gila masa kitog pergi tu.nasib la masuk2 je tros dpt tempat duduk.Ayam dia yg spicy sedap.yg herbs tu i kenot go.tp maybe ade org suka kot?yg penting banana split dia pon okay.radix cola pon bagus,tak byk gas.tak mcm coke,minum seteguk dua tros keluar angin.

Rabu (10/6/09)

Dah balik KL semula..gonna miss Kedah.my hubby tanya,mana bes..SP or AS.frankly,i prefer AS sbb makanan dia murah2 and sedap2.(sila abaikan shopping mall diaorg sbb mmg tak bes lgsg!) Ada satu mall tu mengingatkan saya pd galaxy ampang.hahahaha.kelakar.galaxy ampang yg ntah hape2 tu :-P

InsyaAllah raya nnti kitorg beraya disana cuz tahun ni turn Azwan plak :-P

Mai cheqq oh mai cheqq maiii...

**lagu fevret Azwan yea**

We r going to my husband hometown this coming saturday.(hometown ke?) Actually my MIL ada kat KL ni but diaorg semua will move to SP once dh pencen nnti (i think lg 2thn kot?).And husband + his family mmg pernah duduk sana zaman dolu2.

Pemergian kitorg ke kedah bukanlah utk mengimbau kenangan lama Azwan dgn cinta monyetnya Julia,tp nak attend his bestfriend punya wedding.Saya tahu nama Julia tu pon sbb jumpa kat tie skolah dia.kira abes jiwang lah tu.LOL! Tak kesahlaa,nama pon cinta monyet :-P

Owh yea,berbalik psal nak pi kedah ni kan,dh terbayang nnti brg Rayna je dh separuh bonet kete.Nak pergi lama ni,smpai Rabu.huh!~Tp rasa mcm kena basuh jugak kot baju Rayna kat sana.kang busuk pulak.Blom lg brg2 mekap mama + papa Rayna.hehe.

Skang ni dok buat plan nak pegi mana bila smpai sana.Mcm nak pegi langkawi,tu pon kalau tok ma and tok pa Rayna kasi la. :-P

Tak sabar nak coti2 Malaysia with Rayna!

Suara paling sedap didunia

Now,dalam hidup saya suara yg paling sedap didgr ialah..(at least to me)

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Suara Rayna menangis! :-P

Kalau dia nangis mcm ni,maknanya dia nak susu...lps susu tros tido dengan aman damai walaupon diganggu oleh saya or husband..

Rayna in B&W mode

Well,nx week dh nak balik ke KL..happy sebab dpt duduk sama balik dgn husband..sedih sbb nak tinggalkan my hometown yg aman damai ni.. :-(

Rayna pasti rindu tok wan.same goes to me..i'll be missing my mum,my dad and lil bros..

Rayna's birthday - 1 Month

See tiny fingers and tiny toes,
Bright baby eyes, cute baby nose;
Hear baby gurgles and baby sighs,
As Mom and Dad sing lullabies. Life is changed, but that's okay;
It's fun to spend glad hours each day,
Taking time for all the good
That comes along with parenthood.



**Hugggssssssssss**

Pic was taken during rayna's majlis kesyukuran and cukur jambul..will blog bout it soon...

Over the weekend- Rayna,mommy and Daddy.

Actually,pukul 1030 td Rayna br lps menyusu..kalo ikut jadual,nx 3 hrs (which is 130am) dia akn bgn..now dah pukul 1145..rase mcm nak tunggu..Kalo dia lg suka tdo,pukul 3 baru la dia merengek2..tgklah mcmana nanti.

Anyway,weekend baru ni Rayna dpt spend masa dgn daddy dia :-) sonokkan syg?

Next week daddy dtg lg,hooorraaayyy (wah,mommy plak yg over eksaited!)

Enjoy the pics!

Mommy sedikit serabai-Golek2 ngan Rayna atas katil.heh.

Wah,very the muka daddy Rayna ni! :-P

Love!

Someone is coming...




Wifey is waiting patiently




Saya tahu dia merindui saya!



Cuz im missing him too!




Cant waiiit nak gelak sama2!

Haih,bila berjauhan ni rasa mcm back to zaman berchenta..cuma bezanya kali ni nak ckp fon kena tunggu baby tido..ehhehehe.

Owh ya,btw pic2 di atas diambil masa our pre wedding potraitures about a year ago..1/2/08

Me and Rayna rindu gila kat mr edge!

Birthday Celebration

Yesterday i turn to 26..pheww..~rasa mcm baru masuk 18 thn gittew :-P

There's no cake cutting tp my hubby bawa p makan2 di coffee street (those who stay kat ktn tahu la kat mana..).It was my fav tempat lepak2 masa dolu2..niat di hati nak mkn steak but western mlm2 je..so i ordered nasi + sup sayur (very the org pantang punya makanan) :-P

Sorry,no pics was taken sbb tak bw camera..afta mkn2,kitorg pi ECM beli some baby stuff..

Anyway,say hye to baby rayna!

Rayna Aleesya

Presenting,my lil princess..rayna aleesya

Meaning of :

rayna: here

Aleesya: here

Smashed Chicken

Today,hubby tanya nak dinner kat mana.mmg every saturday nite kitorg akn keluar mkn sama2 - diluar..

basically kitorg pergi kedai fav dia,(somewhere in shah alam) but tonite,mcm nak ubah selera sikit since dia tanya me nak mkn katne kan.so i suggest kitorg pergi ayam penyet aka smashed chicken kat SS15,subang.

this is 1st time for him..me ade la g dgn kwn2 b4 this (sbb kedai ni dkt dgn my office kan).

yer..en edge tgh sronok mkn...

sila tgk ade brape pinggan.satu utk saya,satu utk en edge,satu lgg??cuba teka.hahaha

Sup rawon..(mcm lagu azharina-rawan :-P)

Sambal..sambal sedap..

Weekend

Dear *** Hotel,

here we come!!

Yeay!

Baby Diana!

Semalam pergi melawat diana @ her house..Baby diana sgt comel :-)

Diana dh turun byk berat bdn,dh tak tembam sgt dah.hehe.she always claim badan dia mcm king kong masa pregnant.tp smlm dh takde kingkong2 dh :-P

The best part is,anak dia tak celik mata lgsg even kitorg ckp & gelak kuat2 (dh biasa dgr mak die gelak kuat2 dr dlm perut agaknye,tu yg tak kesah sgt tu) :-P