All about Rayna~!

Tgh busy2 pagi2 td saya dikejutkan dgn panggilan telephone dr suami saya.

Takde la terkejut gila or terkejut beruk ke kan..tp terkejut la jugak cuz he called just nak ckp:

"I dah update blog!"

I wasss like....urgh!bukan nak kata rindu kat i ke apa =P .But since i ni pembaca-setia-yg-selalu-kene-paksa-baca-blog-suami-sendiri maka saya curi sedikit masa yg busy tu utk read his blog!

If u guys perasan lah kan,i jarang2 cerita psal Rayna's progress.Sbb i rasa my husband is the best person to write about it!Ye la,dia kan spend most of his time dgn Rayna.Lgpon,kalau i tulis nanti takde org nak gi blog dia..muahahahahhaa.

I copy paste la sikit2 apa yg dia tulis ekss..i nak elobrate sikit apa yg asben i dok tulih ni:

- Rayna stands on her own for short periods of time. The longest I have seen her stand is about 5 seconds. -yerpss!dia tak kesah pon jatuh.poning pale den!!

- She’s become so smart and can think of simple solutions. -she knows where we hide the things!

- Rayna thinks me is the funniest dude on Earth! Papa buat muka sikit je terus dia gelak mcmla kelakar sangat.-eekekkeke..no komen no komen!hahahaha!

- She can crawl so fast now. I move my eyes away for a second and she’s already behind the TV eating the wires.- lagi org kejar,lagi laju dia merangkak.betuah punye budak!

- Rayna continues to LOVE music. Especially Iklan kat TV - TM Connect everyone tu.. As soon as it plays she starts moving, crawling and standing in front of the TV and dancing.-dia joget2 mcm ape daaa..

- Rayna's easy going, happy personality is in tact. She really lets anyone hold her at any time. She does sometimes reach for me when someone else is holding her and I am close by, but she really doesn't fuss about it. In fact, we can go whole days without hearing any tears or fussing.-her paed kata ini bahaya.she supposed to takut dgn org but Rayna ni sapa2 ambik dia pon die tak kesah..lagi2 kalo org tu berpakaian seperti hendak jalan2..

Hmm..more details bout Rayna progress,u guys may read my husband blog yerps!

Oh yea,last weekend we met putra and family at Jusco Bukit Tinggi.Wish Rafiq and harriz ada skali but they all semua tak available.Uhuks.Xpe,next time eh baby yg kacak2.

Btw,we all lepak2 at Pizza..makan pizza yg latest tuh..since im not a big fan of pizza..i layan je la dorg seme makan.hahahaha.Putra & Rayna layan mushroom soup.

We sembang2 bout babies..Putra dh taknak kat org..nampak je mommy dia tros meronta2.mencik tau putra ni! =P Layan pix kay!

Putra tgk apa tu?

Tuan punya blog & anaknya



Suzan,putra & aie.

Lepas makan2 we all jalan2 kat jusco.Kitorg jalan2 kat section baby tgk kot2 leh belikan mainan utk Rayna :D before balik,ambik pix lg..masa ni..Putra baru bgn tido tp Rayna plak yg mengantuk.Lihatlah anak saya dibuli oleh putra bambam!

Rayna:Mommy,im sooo scared!


Omg..kene tiummm!!!



Putra: ai tak kesah..nak peluk jugak..oumm..aumm...


Ibu bapa putra sedang menenangkan dia setelah beraksi lasak sebentar td.

Oklah itu sahaja.Lain hari pula tulis blog!tata!

OMG-2009 bakal berakhir!

Jom holiday!

Thinkin about holiday?And dont know where & wif whooo?

Anda gemarkan keriangan?ececcee.macam iklan cikedis dah..

Okay,i copied from sara's blog ( i tiru amie-copypaste je sume..muahahaha)

calling all mommies...

with abies or kids...( tak kisah )

our PD family day will be held at

GLORY BEACH RESORT
on the 30th and 31st of January!

( quotation has been sent and GBR management is very thrilled to have us at their resort...plus they were very excited by the idea of more than 10 babies present and having photography at their beach side so tinggal kita je confirm brp pax nak pg)

sorry to inform that Tiara Beach Resort is not available for family days as they only have a few rooms left , and yg tinggal yg mahal2 je semua

so anyway...

rates

# 2 bedroom apartment ( RM 160 )

( actually ada 1 master bed , and 1 single bed room - if ada yg duduk share bilik ni pun ok, kira 2 rooms lah.tp maybe the 1 bed tu xsesuai for family kot. small sgt. but if ada bwk maid oklah ehehhee )

# 3 Bedroom Apartment ( RM 250 )

ni sesuai to share with 2 families. ada 2 main bedrooms with bathroom and 1 single bedroom.

# for BBQ buffet + breakfast buffet
RM 50 ( adults ), kids ( 30 )

# for hall rental, gifts, photography fees and goodie bag
RM 50

so in total

2 room apartment : 160(room) + 100(food)+ 50(fee) = 310 per family (plz add RM 30 if u have kids over 2 yr)

or

3 room apartment : 250 + 100+50 = 400 ( perfamily if tak share room )

if share the 3 room (275)

i think the rates are quite reasonable. thank god the salespeople were very kind enuf to consider giving us a good price for food..tpt lain bbq buffet sahaja dah rm 55.

Tentatif

30th Jan ( Sat )

1 pm : meetup at hotel lobby

2pm : check in/ freshen up/have lunch ( ramai2 pun ok )

4 pm : meet up at pool side/ hall

- sukaneka ( parents and babies ) - trust me..this should be fun!

- babies or kids best dressed contest

- hot mommy contest

- daddy cool contest

630 pm : freshen up, rest

8 pm : BBQ buffet dinner ( insyaAllah at the beach cafe or pool side )

- dinner, mingling and probably karaoke session

- theme : red

10.30 pm : end

31st Jan

8 - 10 am : breakfast buffet

10 am : beach photography

1130 am : freshen up, pack

12 pm : check out and say good byes

what to bring ?

1. ur baby / kids best outfit/ costume

2. your very own best outfit ( mommys contest )

3. your spouse's best outfit ( daddys )

4. one red outfit for ur whole family ( dinner )

5. swimming outfits ( if u want to swim of course )

6. thumb drive or hard disk to copy the photography pics

7. ur baby's/kids fave toys...banyak2 pn bagus

and

your best smile!!!!!

what to expect?

a weekend packed with laughter and sweet memories!

i cant wait!!!!!

so people...

please promote this event in your blog.u can invite anyone..

as long as you confirm ur attendance by next week and plz confirm to me or mommy anita which room u prefer to have


and also...

open auditions for hosts of the event.sapa nak volunteer?sila sila sila.....

ps : no last minute backouts plz..

harap2 GBR can provide us with the number of rooms required...

tgu everyone confirm baru boleh proceed book the number of rooms...if lagi ramai maybe cheaper kot, AMIN hehehe

so mommies!

im excited...are you???

email me at zezzatty@gmail.com sebelum jumaat okehhhhhhhhhh!

Rayna dah 9 bulan!

Happy beday to youu..

Happy beday to youuu..

Happy beday to nayna mucuk machemmm..

Happy beday to youuu..

Yeayyy! Rayna dh 9 bulan!sungguh tak percaya begitu cepat! (bg menggantikan perkataan-how time fliesss!) hahahaha.

Ok..actually diumur 9 bulan ini Rayna telah menghadiahkan dirinya sendiri iaitu...

GIGI 2 BATANG!!!muahahaha (2 kat belah bawah)

Tapikan uols,die marah gila la i nak amek pix gigi dia..everytime i nak ambek nnti die buat muncung2.Takpela,tunggu dh keluar abes semua tak bole nak sorok2 dh nanti i ambik pix dia.

Diumur 9 bulan,Rayna sudah berjaya panjat sofa (tahniah ye syg..huhuhu).Sebab masa 7 bulan dia dh start try diri sendiri kat sofa..so dh 9 bulan ni ape barang kalo diri je mama.Nak try panjat pulak lah katanya!ok fineee..Lepas tu panjat kat tempat TV,meja..dinding!

She now suka explore whole house.Setiap bilik dia masuk check.Hmm..suka hati la syg..Jatuh tayah cakaplah..Dh tak larat nak jerit/sakit jantung.Cuz lepas jatuh nanti dia nangis kuaaat sekuat2nya lepas tu dia sambung panjat.Tapi mcm ada satu hari tu dia panjat kotak mainan dia,pastu dia jatuh dgn kotak2 tu skali atas dia..Kelakar gila muka menangis dia (plus kesian) tp lepas tu dia tak berani panjat dh.Lesson learned.Good!

Tak lama lg Rayna dh setahun kawan2 mama dh tanya nak buat kat mana.InsyaAllah kalo xde pape aral kita gi bercuti kay.Pastu kita bawak tetamu special ;-)

Eh okla syg,disbbkan Rayna dh masuk 9 bulan jap lg mama sumbat ice-cream kat Rayna kay.*jangan bgtau atuk & wan*

Papa nak hadiah pleassseeeeeeeeeeeee! =P

Jangan jadi pencuri boleh tak?

Sebenarnya i dh lama nak ckp benda ni but..u know i busy giler la takde masa sgt nak update blog.Dekat office jangan harap la kan sbb mmg tak pernah ada masa langsung to update.Nak catch up org punya blog pon blom tentu!

Ok back to topic.

Since i berblogging,i do received few email from my readers.Takdela ribu2 email but ada la beberapa.Ada yg tanya khabar,ada yang tanya tips,ada yg tanya pasal my wedding (kat mana tempah baju,tudung,blabla),and ada juga yg tanya psal Rayna!hihi.

I mmg akan reply to all of them,cuma cepat or lambat je la.

And fyi..my husband is the one who do monitoring my blog.Meaning,siapa yg cilok entry i ke..siapa yg copy pix i..and siapa yg bc blog i..

paling terkejut he told me that in a day at least 2 pix i (in my blog) akan ada org copy!!

What the...

Most of the pix is my wedding & pre wedding pix.Ada juga gambar2 kitorg kat white studio ramai2 masa gathering hari tu.

My point here is,this is my personal blog.So pleaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeee lah if sesiapa yg dtg sini yg nak copy gambar ke apa,do email me.At least bgtahu la kan.Jangan lah cilok cmtu je.Menyirap i bila tgk.

Mmg ada few ppl maybe bloghopping ke apa and suddenly jumpa my wedding pix but they do inform me yg diaorg nak copy my pix.I ok je la cuz mmg niat i kat sini nak share wif all of u guys.Paham kan?Tp i tak suka la pencilok.Kau dtg,kau copy pastu blah.

This is few pix yg diaorg copy..

Tgkla mommies...pix kita tu pon org nak cilok!

So ppl,jgn sangka i tak tahu apa you buat kat blog i.Maybe i mmg tak tahu la my husband might know.Dia penjaga blog i.hehe.Kalau need anything/nak copy ka apa ka whatsoever pls do inform me first.Takdela i nak nak marah kan :-) I dah letak my email kat atas tu so pls la ada sedikit rasa respect utk minta izin ke kan.

That's why i try to avoid myself tulis blog dalam keadaan marah.Cuz i tamau tulis merepek2 maki org sbb one day i kene ingat,Rayna will read this,too :-)

Enjoy ur weekend yeps!Daaa~

P/s: Dulu my husband ada suggest to put "no right click"/watermark thingy kat my blog/pix tapi i taknak.I kata,i bukan femes pon nak letak benda tu semua.Takde org hingin pon nak copy my pix.But now,i have to consider to put it.Tgklah mcmana =P

My weekend (Paparazzi + Our new house!)

Last weekend we went to Ikea (on friday) Midvalley (on saturday) and visit our new house (on sunday)

Omg-busy gila la weekend!hehehe.

Getting ready to ikea...papa always late kalau bersiap.sempatlah mama & rayna camwhoring =P

Apa hal pulak ni???hehe..dia lapar + mengantuk.So i bg dia minum susu dalam kereta..selesai!All the way to ampang she fall asleep!From ampang to ikea dia tak tido dh cuz sebok main dgn my MIL,dik man & Acik (my bil & sil)

Sampai kat ikea manusia masyaAllah!!punyelah ramai.Ye la cuti pjg kan.It's expected cuma kebimbangan dihati melanda bila bawa Rayna tempat ramai gila manusia ni.Dia ni suka tgk org..Payah nak tido.But u know what,we've been following by paparazzi!!

OMG-paparazi ni kejam sungguh ambik gambar dr blakang.tidak mengiurkan langsung malah menampakkan seperti spongebob squarepants!



Oh lihatlah anak saya yg serba merah.



Isk paparazi ni xpandai amek gamba ke.gegar lah!



Ok serius.




Mama..kenapa org ramai sgt?

Hahaha..obviously it's not paparazi la kan.It's paparayna :D We had dinner at waroeng penyet.Tapi akibat Rayna yg tak tido dr pukul 3pm sampai 8pm..Alpaham2. je la.Menjerit2 dia dlm kedai tu.Yea right Rayna!!

On saturday,we went to Midvalley and the garden.Asalnya nak shopping for mama & papa but endup with shopping Baju2 rayna@ babygap!I went to MNG.mak aii ramai gila la org.Tros keluar balik.Pening kepale!

We went to toy r us oso..saja je umpan diri sendiri nak mengabiskan duit.Oh yea..papa rayna nyaris2 nak belikan jumperoo utk anak kesayangan dia tu tp dihalang oleh saya kerana benda itu sgt mahal la for me.Lgpon kalo nak beli baik beli awal2 dulu masa dia umur 6bulan ke.Tapi kalo 6 bulan xpandai lompat sgt lg.Sbb masa kitorg letak dlm tu dia lompat2 sakan.sian pulak!!Adoi..

On sunday,went to our house.Hooray!dh nak siap!Plan nak masuk tp ada Rayna pulak..nnti habuk2 pasir semua isk isk isk.so tgk je la dr luar :D

Alhamdulillah..Finally,we r soo going to have our own house!Hasil titik peluh sendiri.Even takdela besar & lawa manapon but ok lah utk kami sekeluarga :-) Thanks to my husband-he is the biggest contributor.hehehe.

P/s: Masa pergi midvalley on saturday ada this one makcik ckp kat kawan/jiran/anak dia,"huh buat apa beli stroller besar2 bukan nak pergi mana pon"-sambil tgk Rayna's stroller.Kitorg dgr ok.OMG kau ni kat shopping complex pon sempat nak bermulut jahad.people...people..

Anak derhaka!!!

Pls read here:

Sebaik jenazah si ibu siap dikebumikan, dua daripada tiga anaknya muncul di tanah perkuburan. Itupun, bukan untuk mendoakan kesejahteraannya, tetapi kerana mahu bertanyakan harta ditinggalkan.

Kurang ajarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Padah mengabaikan anak beberapa minit!!

U know sometimes..kadang2 kita ni syok sgt online sampai lupa kejap kat sitecitt.

Lagi2 kalau tgh ber-ym kan.

Tapi jangan sangka anak yg saya kandung ni bole bersabar tgk mama nye bersuka ria update blog,tgk gambar kawan2 kat fb,bertweeter bagai..

Skali....NAH!!!

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O-M-GGG!

HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAKKK!!CUBALAH MAMA TEKAN KEYBOARD KALAU BOLE!!

*Rayna,mama hanya mampu menggeleng,sayang!Again mama wanna ask u..Rayna ni gegirl ke boboyy?huh!*

Khas untuk org itu

"Jika kejahatan dibalas dengan kejahatan, itu adalah dendam, jika kebaikan dibalas dengan kebaikan itu perkara biasa,jika kebaikan dibalas dengan kejahatan, itu adalah zalim, dan jika kejahatan dibalas dengan kebaikan, itu adalah perkara mulia dan terpuji"

Dont ask me who is org itu kerana org itu tahu siapa dia itu.

Sekian.

p/s: renungan untuk diri sendiri juga.

Suami saya ialah seorang...

......yg sgt SWEET (Harus Bold + kasi font besar sikit ni..) =P

Few weeks ago,i do complaint pasal my handphone yg ntah hape (cecece..baru skang nak kata ntah ape2) kat my husband.konon nak suruh dia belikan yg baru lah.Being me,I mmg malas nak beli handphone guna duit sendiri.Baik beli handbag ke kan.ye la,gaji i sikit je..kene la ada oppurtunity cost.kene buat pilihan,mana leh dapat semua kan kan.

Sebenarnya komen ni pjg giler uols.Ramai jugak yg sokong i masa ni.Yg lelaki biasalah mcm2.Sampailah my husband reply:

Sedih gilaaaa kan?Dia kata nak bg public phone je kat i oke!!!i pasrah je la..handphone motorola hadiah masa zaman bercinta tu pon ada lg..so nak tak nak pakai je lah kan.Adik ipar i siap kata...kalaulah i phone tu keluar masa bercinta,mesti i dh dpt...wakakaka..sabar je lah!!

Tapi last2 dia belikan i..

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I wont ask for more... :-)

Thank you so much dear husband.I loveee it!Patutlah 2 3 hari ni dia asek tanya i suke tak BB.hhehehe.

Nak tahu tak?

Sorry mommies,

Better late than never kan?hikhik.I've been tagged by few mommas (lupoo dh sape,tp yg pasti Lina ada tag i)

Then Siti pon ada tag i...i buat skali la!

Expensive baby related product i don't regret buying :

* Quinny Buzz Stroller: Biaq p la org kata apa psal stroller ni but both of us loveeee this.Worth buying!For us stroller ni cun,bole fully recline..bole pakai from baby sampai 3yrs kot.Yg paling bes,kalau pakai masa baby takde la kepala baby terlentok ke apa.Even bulky sikit,but hey..bukan bawa naik my kancil pon =P
* Baby Cot & Bedding set: Papa Rayna bought all of them kat Twinsbaby.Masa tu ada promotion,semua2 only 1K.Sgtla berbaloi sbb until now Rayna tido dlm tu :D
*Avent Sterelizer & BPA bottles:Berguna sbb botol Rayna semua avent..
*Baby BJorn Carrier:Worth every single penny!nuff said.
*Baby Buds lotion & baby sebamed liquid cleanser (bath) : Wangi harum semerbak.I likee the smell!!


Cheap baby related product i don't regret buying :

* Avent pacifier: She loveess it!Especially nak tido..pas lena dia buang sendiri.
*Mydear Buggy: For mama..letak dlm my car
*Mydear car seat for my car: Rm80..murah &warna warni.comelness
*Johnson & Johnson bedtime bath: Lavender smell.Utk mandi petang ;-)
*Baju2 rayna kat Brand Outlet & online store.Berbaloi!

This one i tamau tag sapa2.

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Tagged from Pn Siti

1. First time jumpa with your hubby bila and kat mana
Jumpa pada tahun 2006.Dimana?Tru my ol friend.

2. Love at first sight?
Nope-my first love dh meninggal.Sedih kan?Hukhukhukhukhuk.*Evil cry*

3. Who is he when the first time u met him?
He is my friend's officemate.My friend tu my exskoolmate =)

4. How long it takes for him to ask u out for a date?
Lama jugak after kenal.Kitorg slalu Ym2 je.Later2 tu baru dia ajak jumpa.Tu pon bertiga uols.Bukan berduaan =P

5. First place dating di?
Kuantan-my hometown..

6. How he proposed?
He said-Jom kawen! (Mcm jom main masak2!) =P

7. Special date with your hubby?
26/5...taknak ckp date apa =P

8. Changes that he asked you to do?
Change handphone no.hahahahaha

9. What is about him that you love so much?
Responsible & sbb dia tak romantic =P

10. What is about him that u wish he would change?
Stop smoking pls!

11. You will lose your mind n crack your head when he?
He went out to buang sampah and at the same time dia g smoking.I can smell that honey!

12. You will smile tru your eyes for the whole day when he?
He give me some money.Hahaha.I loveeeee his money =P

13. complete below sentences
"My love towards my hubby is as big as...?
as big as my ass..wakakaka.no la..my love for u tiada batasan babeh!

I want to tag everyone in my bloglist!Esp Khay,Nadia bayu,Ciknana,Hanin,etc etc..

Lunch date bersama.....

Lunch date wif all the mommies last friday@ nandos subang parade :-)

They are...Sarah, jas, Rinie, Lea, Lina, Siti, ellina, & Aira

P/s: Sorry,pix xbanyak.Still waiting for mommy sarah sbb cam dia yg paling mahal & paling cantik gambarnya.More pix on my FB :D

Sarah: Rinie,tgk tu ada org ambil gambar kita

Rinie: Oh no..i shy shy cat ok..

Lina,Aira & lea..I jeles dgn diaorg sbb diaorg kurus gila ok!

This pix taken by Jas.Jas the godzilla.eh no.jas the Bridezilla!
Lihatlah apa jas sudah buat sampai hilang tangan Rinie.And lihatlah Lea yg tak bersedia.huhu!No matter what,i still love u jas!Mwah Mwah!




Oh yea..That's Jas.Cute kan?hehehe.Jas dearie,di kesempatan ini i nak wish u selamat pengantin baru,semoga bahagia selamanya :-) Im sooo happy for u babe!

Honeymoon lagi?

*in tak boleh blah mode*

Saja nak letak pix honeymoon boley tak?Bukan apa,my husband tiba2 ajak cuti2 new year ni.Tu yang teringat honeymoon tu.

I kata nanti i fikirkan.Nak tahu dia ajak pergi mana?

Traders hotel.

Jauh gilaaaaa kan?Nasib tak kata Sunway Hotel.Kalau dia kata sunway hotel maka i pergi sana pakai baju tido tros.

Dua keping sudah.Nanti letak banyak2 terover feel honeymoon susah plak.Dah la Rayna asek sebut tataaakk tatakkk..Kang dia jadi kakak btol2 susah.I promise myself-tunggu Rayna 2 thn ++ baru la Rayna bole jd tatakkk.

Dulu kalau dengar perkataan bercuti terus melompat2.Tapi now kalau kata nak balik kg ke,nak pergi bercuti ke rasa nightmare sebentar.

Sbb paham2 je la travel dgn baby ni notttt eaazayy!Siap kene buat checklist!Atoi!

Ingat senang ke nak bawa ini budak berjalan sekarang?Kalau kena mood dia taknak duduk dlm car seat,abesssssssss..Mcm balik raya aritu.From tapah to Sg petani dia nak berpangku je.Can u imagine?Bila sampai Sg Petani i rasa montot i missing.Kebas abes.Lemak pon makin menggelembir. (ada tak perkataan menggelembir ni?ke menggelembur?ntah la!)

P/s: Husband i ada survey2 psal i-phone & BB.Adakah itu utk hadiah harijadi i yg bakal tiba tak lama lg?Waaawwwwwweeeyyyeaaayyyeaabbaaa!

You drive me crazy,Rayna!

Balik ke utara mmg memenatkan.Journey yg sgt sgtt sgtttt panjang i rasa.huh! Jadi Rayna dgn baik hati telah drive utk papa & mama.

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Mula2 kita tgk kiri & kanan,ada polis tak?Ok takde,maka mari memulakan perjalanan.Bawa kereta sambil berdiri barulah kewl babeh!Duduk sahaja nanti kematu segala lemak2 berlebihan.Ingat,perjalanan kita melebihi 400Km..






Ye puan penumpang?Ada masalah ke?Mahu poo poo?mahu wee wee?Oh sabar,kelihatannya next R&R ialah 50km lg.sila tahan.Kita hanya akan berhenti di hentian Tapah kerana toiletnya yg agak bersih,dan juga ada KFC & Baskin Robbin.

Hmm..maaf ye penumpang2 sekalian.Sepertinya Lebuhraya Utara Selatan ini sgt membosankan.Mahu tido sebentar.En driver,sila sambung pekerjaan anda.Saya akan perhatikan anda didalam mimpi sahaja.Sekian. (sambil hentak2 kaki meminta susu)

Yer,inilah hobi terbaru anak saya-Memegang stereng.Jangan tanya siapa ajar.Yang pasti bukan saya.Huh!Now she dah pandai refused to sit in her car seat!Dia akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk memanjat keluar & bila berjaya dia akan melompat2 diatas saya tanda kegembiraan.

I love you,Rayna (Sambil ketap bibir-tips ini dibawakan oleh ciknana).

I hate myself!

Knowing me,masa i belum kawen i panas baran ok.If i marah,i akan tunjuk.Contohnya if i marah kat kawan i,i mmg akan tunjuk yg i marah kat dia.Tapi takdela smpai pukul2.I akan make sure dia rasa apa yg i rasa.I love this kinda feeling.Ye la,sbb kau sakitkan hati aku bole,so ape kata aku sakitkan hati kau balik.barulah FAIR.kan.If i marah kat boifren ke,i siap bole jerit2 dalam fon.yes,that's me.(tapi idakler jerit2 dpn public.slalunya kat bilik la).If i marah kat mak/abah..i akan tak jawab fon.Buruk btol perangai!

Tapi lama2..ilang sikit2..I hanya akan marah balik bila i mmg tak tertahan lg dah.Bila hati i btol2 sakit.

Ok,i actually nak cerita psal smlm.Smlm i penat sgt2.lagi2 tgh red flag.Pastu kaki i plak sakit.Mmg moody tak ingat.

I balik2 je Rayna nak berdukung mcm biasa..Ok la kan..i main2 ngan dia like usual.Then i baring,dia panjat i..i ok lg.Tapi sampai la dia nak terjatuh i mmg rasa darah dh naik ke kepala,i terus marah Rayna ok.I mean,masa tu i btol2 marah.

I ckp "KALAU TAK PANJAT2 BOLEH TAK.NANTI TINGGAL NURSERY JATUH INGAT ADE ORG NAK LAYAN KE?"

Danggggggggg!

Lepas ckp tu i was like..O-M-G.i scold my baby.Dia manalah tau apa2.Dia nak manja2 dgn i why i marah dia?uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Bad mommaaa!

Right after that i terus hug dia..My husband did dengar i marah dia..Dia terus ambil Rayna from me.Rasa mcm nak terjun bangunan pon ada.

Jahat giler kan i ni.Itula akibat bila terlalu penat..Yes,smlm sgt penat!Mlm td i tido peluk her all nite long.Tak letak kat dalam cot pon.

Dear Rayna sayang..again..mama mintak maaf banyak2 k.Mama jd mcm tu sbb mama selalu risau pasal Rayna.Lagi2 kalau bukan papa yg jaga Rayna.Mama bole emosional whole day kat office if Rayna kat nursery.No one know bout this before.Mama mmg akan bit moody if Rayna kat nursery.Lagi2 bila sayang dah lasak sgt sekarang.Rayna panjat sofa la,panjat meja,panjat bumbo chair,panjat walker.bukan ke bahaya tu syg?

Rayna pls take care urself.Mama taknak org lain marah2/pukul2 Rayna.Even mama marah Rayna smlm,tapi sayang mama kat Rayna tak pernah berubah.Rayna tau kan?

Im sorry.

Lihatlah anak saya bersama aunty lily @Inaz's house masa visit baby aulia marissa.Sayang,tudung aunty lily tu ada perisa stoberi ek? :D