Ammara!

Hye All,

My darling girlfriends launched their online boutique called AMMARA!

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Ok,ini sedih :-(

"After 1 year 6months, soon I can't WFH anymore, I need to take this challenge and I do this for our future - even though it was really hard. I know, they can take a good care of you as good as mine and give you full attention needed. You’re a big girl now and I want you to see the real world and make friends. I will assure myself that we do this for your own good. I know you will be a big, strong, independent young woman someday, but you'll always be my sweet little baby girl. I know that Allah has prepared something great and special for you. I swear I had to fight back the tears, put on my pray and be "the dad”. Happy 18 months Birthday and I love you, Rayna!!"

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Hari raya memang kita harus bermaafan,tp tak semua perkara bole dimaafkan semudah itu.

Bila raya je, kita mesti akan dpt sms selamat hari raya kan. Now it's like a trend. Raya je mesti bg sms tu pada kawan2. And obviously the sms is a standard "send-to-all" sms.

It's okay,it's not annoying at all- to me.

Most of the time,org yg mintak maaf dgn kita tu ialah someone yg takde salah pon dgn kita. Tp bagus jugak,kdg2 time tu la kita nak teringat kat kawan2 lama. kan?

Btw..Every raya,me keep thinkin of someone. Someone yg hurt me a lot. I mean, A LOT!

Of course la my husband tahu psal ni. He is my the best listener.bukan good lg dah. dia bole dgr i membebel psal my problem dr kuantan to KL.no problem.he keeps repeating-maafkan je lah dia.

That Easy?

I teringat satu kisah dimana,this girl dikhianati oleh kawan baik sendiri. Kawan yg dikenali sejak berbelas2 tahun lepas. Almost semua benda dia akan share with her bestfriend ni. Family this girl also treat her like own daughter.

Bila this girl hilang duit,dia bgtau kawan dia.

Bila this girl hilang baju,dia bgtau kawan dia.

Ye la,kata pernah tinggal sebumbung. Her bestfriend siap ckp " kau kan suka letak duit merata2.ntah2 cicir ke"?.. hmm,btol..ada logiknya jugak kan.

Dan banyak lagilah kisah2 lain yg terjadi,semuanya this girl share with her bestfriend. Ye lah,kata best friend,mestilah kita nak share most of the good/bad/sad news kan.

Tapi one fine day,i mean very2 fine day,this girl found out that......

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All the belongings yg hilang tu sebenarnya diambil oleh her bestfriend sendiri. How did she know? The answer is- Allah always membantu umatnya/membuka mata org2 yg teraniaya,kan?

You guys just imagine,kawan yg dikenali selama berbelas2 tahun,sanggup melakukan perkara mcm ni terhadap kawan baiknya sendiri. Kawan yg dianggap mcm adik beradik. Kawan yg diharapkan menjadi sahabat dunia akhirat.

hmmm...

And the sedihs part dalam cerita ni...

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that"this girl" is me.

Yes,it's me. Kawan baik saya telah betrayed saya dlm diam.

This entry ada dlm "draft" since 2 yrs ago. I wanted to spill it out tapi, i dont want to spoil anyone's mood-including her. I know she's been reading my blog.Kita kan kawan.

And...sorry to say that..aku still xdapat maafkan kau babe.

Still.

Aku hanya maafkan kau kalau kau pulang balik rantai tu. Itu arwah nenek aku bg. It's one of the most valuable thing dlm hidup aku.Itu je kenangan yg ada. Duit aku yg kau amek tu,kau anggaplah je lah sebagai upah sebagai menjadi kawan baik aku selama ni. Kurang ajar ke?tak kot sbb kau mmg mata duitan.Sbb tu kau mencuri.

About that rantai..You know where to post it.You know my home address. You know my handphone no. You know my house phone no. You know everything. Patutlah "that day" kau tergesa2 nak keluar dr rumah aku. Now i know. Tp tu lah kan..sepandai2 tupai melompat,akhirnya....

Since tak lama lagi kau dah nak bersalin,i wish you all the best. Aku selalu doakan semoga dipermudahkan semuanya. And no worries, aku akan pastikan anak kau tak tahu perangai sebenar kau bila dia dah besar sbb aku takut dia malu ada mak mcm kau. And aku pasti mmg dia akan malu pon ada mak mcm kau ni.

Mak yg kaki mencuri.

Mak yg mengkhianati kawan baiknya.

Babe,aku tatau la brg siapa lg kau penah ambik. Aku harap tak lah ramai mana sbb nanti jenuh kau nak cari sorg2 nak mintak maaf. Opss..Org mcm kau ni tahu ke nak mintak maaf? Lupa pulak kau ni pencuri. Eh lupa..Kau kan sembahyang semua tak pernah tinggal. Berdoalah dalam setiap solat kau tu.Tapi pelik,mcmana ek kau mengadap Allah lepas kau mencuri?eishh xmalu ke huh?

Semoga anak yg kau kandung tu mulia pekertinya. Baik tingkah lakunya. AMIN!

Now,u tell me..if you guys were me,are you going to forgive my ex-bestfriend that easy??

Pagi td i terdengar dalam TV ckp,xrugi jadi pemaaf,bagus kalau kita maafkan org. Sbb org yg pemaaf ni besar pahalanya.

I know,I realize.

I think im just not ready nak maafkan dia.

Not yet.

And dia pun tak pernah mintak maaf from me. Not even once.

P/s: I will disbale any comment for this post.If you wish to do so, please do email me. Nak bg ceramah ke,nak nasihat i ke..feel free to email me zezzatty(at)gmail(dot)com

Selamat semuanya

Dear friends,selamat hari raya aidilfitri..mohon maaf kalau ada tersalah laku,terkasar bahasa..

Semoga perjalanan anda sekeluarga selamat semasa pergi dan pulang k
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Sorg lagi!

Okay mcm biasa,alasan xupdate blog sbb busy.Mmg busy pon. Currently we are about to move to our new house. Dah start buang pape yg patut and rasa mcm lg byk buang,lg byk yg tinggal.cemana tu? Paling pening nak fikir ialah mcmana nak pindah dlm keadaan mcm ni. Mmg kene ada helper la kan.

Our weekend dipenuhi dgn pencarian brg2 rumah.ermm..more to survey actually sbb plannya nak beli tyme btol2nak masuk.Lepas renovate semua baru la bole beli sbb malas nak menambah brg2 yg nak diangkut.huh!pening lg.

Selain dr psal rumah,nak cerita psal anak dara yg sorg ni.

1) Now dia suka sgt nak menulis.kat mana2 semua nak pen n tulis.tp so far kat dinding x lagi la.

2) Pandai tadah tgn bila org baca doa.Cuma part amin tu instead of sapu muka,dia pegi tepuk tgn.Kene ajar lg ni.

3) Sibuk sgt nak melompat.kaki xnaik,perut yg dok ternaik2.

4) Bila tanya dia mana adik?dia tak tunjuk kat perut,dia tunjuk kat b**bs.sabar je la.

5) Pantang nampak benda permainan yg goyang2 kat shopping complex tu.Mesti nak naik. Bila xbagi,mcm biasa lah..nangis

6) suka gosok gigi.dr mula mandi smpai la pakai baju asek gosok gigi je kerjanya :D

7) Now asek nak dukung ngan mama je. Mama mana la larat sayanggg :-)

8) Bila i balik kerja,1st thing dia akan buat ialah salam and then kiss.pastu nak peluk,dukung..aaaa...besnyeeeee!

Alrites,itu sahaja update utk puteri kesayangan ni. Even tho dia semakin lasak but we found that semakin mudah nak jaga dia. It's just dia ni susahnye la nak makan. Sibuk nak makan ape yg mama & papa makan.

Mama & Papa love youuuu rayna!

Our lil one :-)

Lagi brape hari je nak raya kan?.Tp i dh tertinggal sehari puasa tahun ni.Berkecai impian nak berpuasa penuh!Huh!

Oh btw,baru2 ni we went to 2nd check up.Alhamdulillah, now im entering 15weeks of pregnancy. The sickness still there. Tapi luckily bukan morning lah.Slalunya bila tyme balik kerja. So bole la bertahan sampai berbuka =)

The lil one is doing fine. Berat mama dia je yg turun gila2.now dh 57kg.before pregnant is 62kg. Masa rayna dulu sebulan skali je turun,ni dlm sebulan berkg2 turun. Takpe,im surely lepas ni akan naik balik..

Btw,speaking of craving,i didnt craving anything yg weird or susah nak cari. Now tunggu masa nak balik ktn nak makan puding raja je.

Selamat hari raya in advance semua (in case i didnt update any after this). Kepada yg balik kg tu,hati2 kay!yg raya kat kuantan,jemput dtg rumah =)